Yesterday, we took Aiden for his first haircut. We loved all of his hair but it was covering his ears and he was constantly scratching his ears and pulling his hair. And, he was also growing a tail, and Martin and I just find that to be unacceptable! As cute and as precious as his full head of hair was, it was just getting a little unmanageable.
After it was cut, he transformed into a little boy and it broke our hearts a little. Yes, he looks adorable and extremely handsome, but it is a shock seeing how much his new "do" changed how he looks. It makes him look so much older. I already miss pushing his hair behind his ear and scrunching all his little curls in the back. But at the same time, I can't help but smile when I see my little mans new cut.
Everyone asks..."did he cry?" No, not one bit. He just sat on my lap and took it like a champ.
First I have to tell you, you are the most amazing, most
beautiful, most interesting and the sweetest and smartest little boy in the
WORLD. Yes, the world. I love absolutely everything about you (yes, everything!) My heart grows with you each day, and the bigger you get, the more my
heart is filled with pride, joy, and love. You are such a sweet little soul and I am so
blessed to have you as MY son. Just writing that you are mine, literally makes my
eyes fill with tears (happy tears). A year ago, I was bringing home a fragile, tiny baby boy and I was naive and clueless as to what came along with my sweet baby boy. So many changes! I was so scared and nervous. But like all parents, I am learning as I go and I am very proud of how far we have come. You are one year old today. Already one! And at the
same time you are only one. One, and you have changed me and my life forever in
ways that I never imagined and ways that I will forever be thankful for. You
are no longer a baby, but a little boy. My little toddler. You are truly a miracle and a blessing and I will always pray for God to protect and bless you with a healthy and happy life that is full of love.
Now back to the point of this letter….Happy Birthday! Your dad had to go to work at 6am so he kissed
you and whispered Happy Birthday as he blessed you with the sign of the cross. “Awe,
Babe! He opened his eyes.” You melted your dad’s heart and all you had to do
was open your eyes while he was kissing you goodbye!
I had to leave for work early, before you woke up (very
rare!). You were snuggling with me and I held you close and smothered you in
birthday kisses while you slept so peacefully. I hated the thought of having to
go to work on your first birthday. I am selfish and want to soak up every
single second of your life while I can (it truly does go by so fast!). But I had
to leave, and before I left, I snapped a birthday shot of you:
It still amazes me that in just a year you developed into a little person! Here is a list of just some of the things I can't get enough of:
You are your own little man now. You are so independent.
You love being outside and you bang on the front door and
groan until we open it for you.
You dance- you will grab furniture and will
rock side to side with a giant smile on your face (especially when “Pumped up
Kicks” or “Love Song” comes on).
I love how you wave bye-bye and blow kisses.
You LOVE dogs. Even small pictures of dogs on product
packaging on a shelf in a store (you will find it). You point and chant “dog,
dog dog!” with such excitement and enthusiasm. If there are multiple dogs, you
will point to each one. You even recognize dogs on tv now.
I love how you open your mouth wide when you clap your hands.
You are so smart! You recognize objects and you know many of them by name and you love to read your books.
I love your little language and all the little sounds you make. You have a sound for when you want to eat (sounds like hiccups), when you are singing yourself to sleep (sounds like humming). You love it when I hum in harmony with you.
You capture the hearts of strangers. Everybody comments
on how big you are, how cute you are, how much hair you have, how smart and how
social you are.
I love your silly viejitos faces.
I can wrestle with you and tickle you on your thighs, on
your ribs, and daddy always gets you on your neck—and you laugh so hard and
squirm around.
I love how you make up games. You have your own silly sense
of humor and it cracks us up. It’s safe to say, we “get” you!
You can kick and you can throw balls and you can figure out how to work any toy.
You are outdoorsy, inquisitive, intelligent, and
interesting. Smarter, sillier, and sweeter each day.
Its obvious I love every part of you.
But, most of all, I love
your kisses, laughs, and giggles!!
Here's to many more Happy Birthdays! God bless you my sweet little soul. I love you more than words.
Look how far you have come and so fast. A blink of an eye and a year has gone by. From Newborn, to infant, to toddler-- here is a month by month view of YOU! (all of your birthdays!)
The 16th of each month starting February 16, 2011- February 16, 2012!
